One day I was in a place and it was truly wonderful. I enjoyed visiting it and did many of the things that I love. I sat in a very, very quiet place. I listened to my favorite song and drank tea as well. I was drawing a beautiful picture of the nature and beauty of the place. I have always loved art. Inside I feel safe and reassured, then I wake up My thoughts and I realized that I was just imagining.

You've endured a lot of pain from me, I know, but can we hold hands? I don't know if you can accept it after all this suffering with me, but I really want you with me. I may have caused you a lot of pain, but I don't want you to walk away from me.